Do you ever feel like your life is falling apart? It doesn’t matter where you are, you just get the feeling that nothing is good. Like those little things in life that used to make you so happy suddenly makes you so sad now.
Unlike some people I don’t like to open up, I’ve done that to a very few people, among 3 people. Guess what, they’ve all left me in the mess. So it really is hard for me to open up. I have never done that to anyone in my family., well except one, my twin who used to be my rock but recently he have become very distant. In my culture, the parents don’t understand that a teenager like I have a lot on my mind. Sometimes I do wish that my mother just asked me how I’m doing and really tried to make me open up. What I’ve learned is to push people away and that’s what I’ve done to everyone I once loved. It’s easier.
What I usually do is bury myself in work, so that I don’t have to think about how messed up everything is. Life is cruel.
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Ms.Marvel 